Nirvana

Tsubaki

asagiri ni shizumu machi
miminari wo kyouju shita
hyoujou no nai kao to
ikiru nozomi no nai koe to

genjitsu no shikai ni wa
yogore kitta chi ga nagare
sonzai no imi to wa
tamashii no ne wo kakinarasu

daikirai na fujouri subete ukeirete
shin sekai sabaku no wa
watashitachi no senritsu

soshite rinne no hanagasakugoro
kuroi yami koroshite
nandodemo umarekawaru
kawaranai kioku keshi satte
mienai mirai to te wo tsunagu

ayamachi wo kurikaeshi
akirame wo ukeireru
ochite yuku fu no rasen
yukue wo kaeru nara sugu ni

hakisugita seimei wa shuusoku e to mukau
shin sekai uramu no wa
watashitachi no doukoku

owaru kotonaki zetsubou wo se ni
wazukana kibou wo koko ni
me wo tojite iki wo tomeru
noizu no nami ni ukande
kuchi yuku karada wo kate ni suru

kesshite namida wo misenai youni
kuchibiru wo musunde
kizutsuite susumu saki ni
ukabu nirvana

unmei ni saku rinne no hana ga
kesshite karenai youni
tsuyoku hiraku sono hana to
kimi ga michishirube

"boku" no yowasa wo misenai youni
kurai michi kusari shite
nandodemo umarekawaru
furikaeranai yo kono mama
risou no mirai wo tsukuridasu

Tsubaki

The street was submerged in morning fog
I embraced the ringing in my ears
Your expressionless face and
Your voice devoid of the desire to live

Reality's field of vision
Has tainted blood flowing within
The meaning of existence is actually
Screaming out the sound of my spirit

We accepted and received all this repulsive absurdity
The new world's judge is
Our melody

So, when the flower of reincarnation blooms
Kill the pitch black darkness
No matter how many cycles it takes, I will be reborn
Erase away these unchanging memories
Our hands connect with the unseen future

Repeatedly cycling through mistakes
Embracing resignation to fate
The descending spiral of defeat
If the outcome will change, immediately...

Life which has exhausted its last breath shall move towards its demise
The new world's grudge is
Our lamentation

Leave behind unending despair
Feeble hope can be found here
Close your eyes and hold your breath
Float on the waves of noise

Decaying bodies shall become nourishment

To ensure my tears will not be seen
I pursed my lips together
What lies ahead as my wounded self continues onward is
The floating Nirvana

The flower of reincarnation which blooms within destiny
As if it will never wilt
Together with this flower which blooms powerfully
You are my guidepost

For "my" weakness to not be seen,
I locked up the path of darkness.
No matter how many cycles it takes, I will be reborn
I will not look back, as things are

I shall create my ideal future.^[1]