Checking my answers, I'm buried in checkmarks and crosses
Stained in this night with no exits in any direction
I am alone
I was scared of coming to a stop; as if my eyelids
Were closed while I ran, I got bruised again
Always just in a rush
(How) does one find them
(Why) can't I do it
When I was about to drown
You called me
My heartbeat is freed, guided, and drawn in
To inhale and exhale as I am, just that
Why is it this difficult; I end up hating everything
Even when I collided with you, you remained unbroken
I can be embraced by and surrender myself to the waves of sound
With my instincts
If I considered the one same place to be precious to me
I felt like I'd fear losing it
So I kept the act of connecting far away
(After all) I'm pushed out
(Restricted) I float around
But over and over again
I return to it
I'm not that good with promises or platitudes
But if I'm able to inhale and exhale as I am, just that
It's reason enough for me to be here; I can't put it into words
So I put it into a melody; will you accept it for me?
After taking in a breath, where
(Will I) go
Since I'm able to play with you
For this moment only, I breathe
In, out, in, out, out
(Even today) everything's a mess, but
(For a moment) we sync up
The emotion that echoes throughout is
I'm happy
My heartbeat is freed, guided, and drawn in
To inhale and exhale as I am, just that
I'll repeat it, so the days may take on our shape
Carving ourselves within the same beat, aah
I'm alive, we can meet up, always in this music
[2]Let's go home
Translated by Bananapepper