Haven

散々な夜に 可燃性の言葉が
やたら気になって キリなくて 気付けば火傷して
正しく生きれなくて 矛盾と半端の瓶詰め
塗りたくってさ 嫌を樹脂で蓋する

ただ こうだ そうだ 焦って競る ばっかで
本来したいことは､とは？出来てんの？
人は云う ｢逃避行､｢逃避行､ 有耶無耶な 勘定｣

沈んだ僕を君は
色んな声で叱って
その度に宙に浮かべるんだ

壊れた幻想を 愛せるなら
不慣れな現実だって愛せるかな
ずっと探しているんだ 今日も明日も
辛くたって 強がって 辿り着けない

ヘイヴンは ヘイヴンは何処にあるんだ
思い出せる限りの希望を抱き締めるよ
笑い飛ばしてくれよメイリー
君といない世界は味気ない

正論や真実が火を生むなら
いつか虚構の雨を降らすからさ
離さないで｡歌っていく 離さないで、歌っていく
どちらの意味も解る未来に
生を託して

暗転 がらんどうな部屋の中
惰性で吸うコンテンツ なぞる古典
憧れも消費して
｢無意味を集めりゃ意味になる｣
｢不幸が続けば幸がある｣とか
綺麗事でも 信じてみよう
ってもう 何度目？

ただ こうだ そうだ 焦って競る ばっかで
本来したいことは 永遠出来ていない
人は云う ｢逃避行 ｢逃避行
それに 邪道 蛇行､摩耗！｣
いつの日にか僕も 君の声を無くして
地に足をついて生きるのかな

いいんだよ もういいんだよ すべて
なのに いいんだと もういいんだと
思えず ずっと痛めて 何を守ってるの

壊れた幻想を 愛したいよ
このまま現実だって愛したいよ
それでも最低が襲う夜は
いつだって 傍にいる 心を澄まして

ヘイヴンは ヘイヴンはきっと あるんだ
思い付ける限りの理由を 抱き締めるよ
笑い飛ばしてくれよメイリー
君のいない世界は味気ない

正論や真実が火を生むなら
いつか虚構の雨を 降らすからさ
無謀だって思うだろ 夢想だって思うだろ
それでも信じる

ヘイヴンは きっとあるから (Woah)
絵空事でも愛していくよ
がらんどうな部屋 灯る光
君と共に選んだ 確かな今

ヘイヴンは きっと見つける (Woah)
自分だけの鼓動を
離さないで｡歌っていく 離さないで、歌っていく
どちらの意味も今は解る 生を続けて
Yeah

On this brutal night, the incendiary words
Weigh on my mind constantly, there's no end to it; before I knew it, I was burnt.
Unable to live correctly, I'll paint over my contradictions
And half-heartedly bottled-up feelings, concealing what I dislike with resin.

Again, like this, like that, I'm just in a hurry to compete.
"What did I originally want? Am I capable of reaching it?"
People said that, "To runaway, to escape, they are unsettled accounts."

You scolded my sinking self
With various voices
And each time, it leaves me floating in the air.

If I can love this shattered illusion,
I wonder if I can love this unfamiliar reality as well?
I'm always looking for it, today and tomorrow,
But it was painful, and although I put up a tough front, I couldn't reach it in the end.

Haven, O Haven, where are you?
I embrace all the hopes that I can remember.
Hey, laugh it off for me, Měilì,
Since this world would be so dull without you.

If reasoning and truth are what bring forth fire,
Then someday I'll bring a rain of fiction down,
So don't let me go. I'm singing. I'm singing without letting go.
I'm entrusting my life to the future
Where I understand both of those things.

Blackout, in this hollow room,
I'm habitually inhaling content, while tracing the classics,
Expending even what I longed for.
"There's meaning to be found when you gather up meaningless things."
And "Happiness will come if sorrow continues."
"Even though those are just lip service words, let's try believing them."
...Hey, you said that how many times now?

Again, like this, like that, I'm just in a hurry to compete,
And I'll never be able to get what I originally want.
People said that, "To runaway, to escape,
Along with heresy, serpentization, and degradation!"
One of these days, will I lose your voice as well,
And live with my feet planted on the ground?

"Everything is alright, it's fine now," And yet,
Unable to feel that it's alright, that it's fine now,
What are you protecting that's been hurting you all this time?

I wanna love this shattered illusion,
And I wanna love this reality as is as well.
But on the nights when the worst hits,
They're always by my side, clearing my mind.

Haven, O Haven, you are surely there!
I embrace all the reasons that I can come up with.
Hey, laugh it off for me, Měilì,
Since this world would be so dull without you.

If reasoning and truth are what bring forth fire,
Then someday I'll bring a rain of fiction down.
You think it's reckless, don't you? That it's just a dream, don't you?
Well, even so, I believe it.

O Haven, you are surely there! (Woah)
I still love you, even if you are just a pipe dream.
A light is lit in this hollow room,
In this certain moment I chose with you.

O Haven, I'll surely find you! (Woah)
This heartbeat, belonging to only me,
Don't let it go. I'm singing. I'm singing without letting go.
I understand what both of those things mean now, I'll continue living.
Yeah!